没有成为想成为的人，怎么遇到想遇到的人。先做好自己，在每段关系里都是最重要的。

How to meet the person you want to meet if you don't want to be. Being yourself first is the most important thing in every relationship.

曾经我很想改掉自己的名字。

中二时期我讨厌自己的名字，总觉得不像小说主人公的名字那样绮丽多情，意味深长。我甚至给自己取过几个假名字，风花雪月之类的字眼堆来堆去。

Once I wanted to change my name.

I hate my own name in the second period of secondary school. I always feel that it is not as beautiful and meaningful as the name of the hero in the novel. I even gave myself a few false names, such as the words pile up.

长大后，我终于和自己的名字和解，我珍重家人在我名字上赋予的心思，也喜爱它的内涵，即使用的都是寻常字，倒也坦白朴率。

名字是家人送我的第一件礼物，会陪我很久，它让我时刻记得，自己要做个端庄通透的人。

When I grew up, I finally reconciled with my name. I cherished the thought of my family in my name, and I also loved the connotation of it. In other words, I used ordinary words, but I was frank and straightforward.

Name is the first gift from my family. It will accompany me for a long time. It makes me always remember that I want to be a dignified and transparent person.

我们总以为自己很特别，其实就是别人眼中的普通人。

We always think we are special, but we are ordinary people in the eyes of others.

今天好沮丧啊，去参加学生会面试发现这个世界上优秀的人真的太多了，我只是很渺小的那一粟。

I am so depressed today. I went to the student union interview and found that there are so many excellent people in the world. I am just a tiny drop in the bucket.

我能刻薄也能宽容，能阴暗也能阳光，能颓废也能积极，能恶毒也能善良。你用怎样的方式对待我就会看见怎样的我。

I can be mean and tolerant, dark and sunny, decadent and positive, vicious and kind. The way you treat me, you will see what I am.

老实说，大部分时候我都会忘记自己啥也不是，然后心安理得地混吃等死，但是偶尔看到了很优秀的人们，又会很羡慕。

当然我心里清楚知道人家过得好是有原因的，比我要努力能吃苦也比我会说话会做人，甚至运气都更好，运气也是实力的一部分。

然后我心里就：“淦，我这个废柴到底每天都在干什么！”

To be honest, most of the time I forget that I'm nothing, and then I eat and die with peace of mind, but occasionally I see very good people, and I will be very envious.

Of course, I know clearly in my heart that there is a reason why people live well. I have to work harder than I can bear hardships, and I can speak and behave better than I do. Even luck is a part of strength.

What do I do in my heart every day

我始终相信事在人为，可五十块钱的人民币再努力，也不如一百块的红票子招人喜欢。

I always believe that people make the most of everything. However, no matter how hard the RMB is worth 50 yuan, it is not as attractive as the red note of 100 yuan.

知道自己不是个老天爷赏饭吃的孩子，所以并不会因为发现自身与他人的巨大差距而痛苦。在无聊的生活里挖掘出属于普通人的快乐，并且乐在其中。

我想，我的优秀之处就是敢于承认自己的平庸。

Knowing that you are not a child who is fed by God, you will not suffer from the huge gap between yourself and others. Dig out the happiness of ordinary people in the boring life, and enjoy it.

I think the best thing about me is that I dare to admit my mediocrity.

【图源：miounun 】