没有很快乐，也没有不快乐，好像不该这样，但也只能这样，成长也许如此，行于崩溃边缘又慢慢自愈吧。

Not very happy, not unhappy, it seems that this is not the case, but it can only be like this, growth may be so, line on the edge of collapse and slowly self-healing.

昨晚做了一个梦，梦见从小到大所有英语教材里的人物都活过来了，他们一边发光一边走下书本，然后为我拉起一条“好好学习，天天向上”的横幅。

Zoom拉起我的手说，谢谢你陪我们玩！然后我们就手拉手一起跳舞！

Last night, I had a dream that all the characters in English textbooks had come back to life from childhood to adulthood. They walked out of the book while they were glowing, and then pulled up a banner of "study hard and make progress day by day" for me.

Zoom took my hand and said, thank you for playing with us! Then we'll dance hand in hand!

“自己”这个东西是看不见的，撞上一些别的什么，反弹回来，才会了解“自己”。

所以，跟很强的东西、可怕的东西、水准很高的东西相碰撞，然后才知道“自己”是什么，这才是自我。

"Oneself" is invisible. If you bump into something else and bounce back, you will understand yourself.

Therefore, only when we collide with strong things, terrible things and high-level things can we know what "self" is. This is the self.

为什么所有为人父母的，都只是在考虑自己要不要这个孩子，却从来没有想过，这个孩子愿不愿意让我去做他的父母。没有人想过，我当你的父母，没有让你失望吧……

Why do all parents just think about whether they want this child, but never think whether the child is willing to let me be his parents. No one has ever thought that when I was your parents, I didn't let you down

一个能够升起月亮的身体，必然驮住了无数次日落。日子就是这么的庸常，却有细碎的事物，如夕阳碎碎的余芒，洒落其上。

A body that can rise the moon must have carried countless sunsets. The day is so mediocre, but there are small things, such as the sunset broken Miscanthus, scattered on it.

夜深了，风还在街上，像个迷路的孩子，东奔西撞。

Late at night, the wind is still in the street, like a lost child, running around.

做过错事没有关系啊，每个人都很容易在弯路里找出口，虽然会错很多次，但路口一直都在那。

It doesn't matter if you have done something wrong. It's easy for everyone to find an exit in the curve. Although you will make mistakes many times, the intersection is always there.

日常最痛苦的就是处在某种悬浮状态。

比如又困又保持着一定程度的清醒，又无聊又不想真的忙碌起来，又耽于孤僻又渴望和人交流，又不满现状又欠缺改变的动力。

这种时候，只觉得如果能安安心心趴在地上一动不动该多好。

The most painful part of everyday life is to be in a certain state of suspension.

For example, they are sleepy and awake to a certain extent. They are bored and don't want to be busy. They are lonely and eager to communicate with others. They are dissatisfied with the status quo and lack of motivation to change.

At this time, I just feel that it would be nice if I could lie on the ground with peace of mind.

为了适应这个世界，我已经很疲惫了，没有力气再让自己变得与众不同。我只希望平平无奇地度过这一生，不必曲折。其实意外难料，平安已经是幸运。

In order to adapt to the world, I have been very tired, no strength to make themselves different. I just hope to spend my life without any twists and turns. In fact, accidents are hard to predict. Safety is already lucky.

【画师：坂月さかな 】