也曾骗自己说：“错过就错过吧，好的总是压箱底。”但后来慢慢发现，自己的箱子深不见底。

Also once deceived oneself to say: "miss to miss, good always press box bottom." But later, I found that my box was not deep enough.

渐渐开始明白，不是所有人都值得我捧着一颗真心去对待的，有些关系停留在刚认识时就足够了，再往前迈一步就会受伤。

那些看起来冷漠无情的举动，其实只是我的一种自我保护罢了。

Gradually began to understand that not everyone is worth holding a heart to treat, some relationships stay at the beginning of understanding enough, and further step forward will hurt.

Those seemingly indifferent acts, in fact, are just a kind of self-protection.

“你怎么能爱上我呢？”

“我试着克制过了。”

"How can you fall in love with me?"

"I tried to restrain myself."

别灰心，一定会有人爱你的，用他俗气和热烈的爱，让你知道，你值得被肯定， 值得世间所有美好。

Don't lose heart, someone will love you. With his vulgar and warm love, let you know that you are worthy of affirmation and all the beauty in the world.

一个人单身久了，突然出现一个喜欢的人，就会觉得措手不及。会突然觉得自己一无所长，一无所有，喜欢也慢慢地搁浅在了心里。

A person single for a long time, suddenly appear a person like, will feel unprepared. Will suddenly feel that they have nothing, nothing, like also slowly stranded in the heart.

道理我都懂，可就像鱼活在海里，也死在海里。

We all know the truth, but it's like a fish living in the sea and dying in the sea.

直到今天为止，我从未遇见过真正治愈我的人，我总是在追寻被爱的道路上磕磕绊绊，消耗着自己。

To this day, I have never met anyone who really healed me. I always stumbled and consumed myself in the pursuit of being loved.

而我也很期待做一个讨喜的人，不是像现在这样，乱糟糟的，迷迷糊糊地在每段不够确定的关系里游走。

And I'm also looking forward to being a pleasant person, not like now, muddled around in every uncertain relationship.

后来我就知道我搞错了。他说他要走，要自由，不被束缚，其实不是厌倦了谈感情，只不过是厌倦了我。

Then I knew I was wrong. He said that he wanted to go, to be free and not to be bound. In fact, he was not tired of talking about feelings, but just tired of me.

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